AM I STILL HAPPY ?
Hi everyone x
It's not, it wasn't and it will not be good. I have lost my friends, my grandfather and even my peace. In Poland, perhaps it was scary, but I felt much more safe and I had friends, who always supported me. I have always dreamed of a good friend, but it never came true. Since I live in England I feel more anxious and sad. I don't know, maybe it's a part of growing up or maybe not, but I don't feel good about it. Sometimes I wonder how would my life look like in Poland. I don't think it would be the same. The only reason why I moved to England is my mum. She spend most of her life here, so I am not surprise why she didn't want to go back. Living with my grandmother wasn't exactly good.However, I see a lot of positive things in my environment. I am really happy that I became independent and brave. Nothing special, but for me it's a lot. Although, the beginning was difficult. I pretended that I am strong. I just wanted to show everyone that I can start again. Everyone laughed and said that I won't last here, but I did. Even if it gave me a lot of pain. I am strong to talk about this. It's not easy to talk about feelings, but I decide to put this on this blog and show that life is not always colorful. I am sure that in the world is more than one person, who has or had a hard time in life.
It's not, it wasn't and it will not be good. I have lost my friends, my grandfather and even my peace. In Poland, perhaps it was scary, but I felt much more safe and I had friends, who always supported me. I have always dreamed of a good friend, but it never came true. Since I live in England I feel more anxious and sad. I don't know, maybe it's a part of growing up or maybe not, but I don't feel good about it. Sometimes I wonder how would my life look like in Poland. I don't think it would be the same. The only reason why I moved to England is my mum. She spend most of her life here, so I am not surprise why she didn't want to go back. Living with my grandmother wasn't exactly good.However, I see a lot of positive things in my environment. I am really happy that I became independent and brave. Nothing special, but for me it's a lot. Although, the beginning was difficult. I pretended that I am strong. I just wanted to show everyone that I can start again. Everyone laughed and said that I won't last here, but I did. Even if it gave me a lot of pain. I am strong to talk about this. It's not easy to talk about feelings, but I decide to put this on this blog and show that life is not always colorful. I am sure that in the world is more than one person, who has or had a hard time in life.
"Remember how far you've come, not just how far you have to go"Lots of love
Kornelia x
(Thank you for reading.I hope you will comment)
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