Page three

A difficult feeling.?

Hi everyone! x
I felt so upset this afternoon. I got told off again and it even wasn't my fault. Yes, maybe a week ago I did break the smoothie maker, but this time I haven't done anything. I am keeping freaking out. It's almost happening all the time. I am going to a new school from September, so I think that might be the reason. However, I still have almost two months left, so I really don't know why should I think about it. I know I am being very nervous, but also very moody. It's a weird feeling. One minute I am happy and one minute I am angry and I feel like smashing something or someone. Even weather doesn't help me. It was sunny and now it's raining. I have a dream of changing my life. I am trying my best, but sometimes I just feel like giving up. I love to spend time outside, just thinking about my life, about changes I would like to make. At the end of the day, I still think that they're pointless. Why? I just don't know. Currently I am trying to get some motivation, but it's difficult.

"Nothing holds you back more than your own insecurities."

Lots of love x 
Kornelia 
(Thank you for reading. I hope that you will comment. Next post on Wednesday. Also I am sorry for not adding a picture. My tablet got crazy.)